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Sunday
Nov142010

Hold My Hand

"HOLD MY HAND" was the last song my uncle Michael every played to me in person. He was SO PROUD OF IT. I'll never forget that smile he had on his face as the song played through the speakers (in his room) at the Palms Hotel in Vegas. After the song was over, he asked me what I honestly thought of it. I told him it was a worldwide number one song and that it was going to be a huge. He was so happy to hear that. 
I did give the song one slight criticism though. I told my uncle that he needed to be singing more in the chorus and at the end of the song... lol. I said that we (the fans) would want to hear his voice more. :-)
"Hold my Hand" will be officially released tomorrow, November 15th. I'm definitely excited to buy it as soon as it becomes available knowing that the moment I play it, I will instantly remember the day my uncle first played it to me. It's these memories of him that I hold on to and cherish with all my heart. Words can't express how much I love and miss my uncle Michael.

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Hi Taj
thanks for sharing your memories about your uncle.
always so emotional.


sending hugs from France
(lila) http://3teezblog.blogspot.com

November 14, 2010 | Unregistered CommenterLila

I love you, Taj! I trust you & your bros. Be stong; you are not alone!!! We will fight together to preserve Michael's legacy and his kids 'future. May God bless you and all your family.
I love 3T, and I miss Michael......
Big Kiss

November 14, 2010 | Unregistered CommenterChristine

Anything I'd say right now, would sum up to these two words:


Take care...


Kind regards,

The (camera)flashy one (<--hope that made you smile)

November 15, 2010 | Unregistered CommenterRaisha

Taj,
Thank you so much for sharing your memories of your beloved uncle with us. We greatly appreciate the love from you and the rest of your family just as much as we appreciate giving it back to you all.
I had heard this song before and loved it then, so I am excited to have it now as an "official" release. You are right about one thing for sure, we definitely would love hearing his voice more, so that was a criticism worth sharing with him. ;)

God Bless you and your brothers for your consistent contact with the fans, keeping us united and helping us know what we can do to help the fight for justice for your uncle Michael.

We Love you more,
Dorothy

November 15, 2010 | Unregistered CommenterDorothy

Hi Taj,

First i would like to say how amazingly strong you and your familiy are to deal with all the bs of the past year. I doubt i would have been able to hold it together. So proud of you for that takes someone very special to be so open .

To hear this brings tears to even the strongest of people. As fans i know we all feel very grateful for all you share making us feel that llttle bit closer to Michael for that all we can say is thankyou. x

Hearing stories like this reminds us that when he was here, (although the hardship) he felt there were the days were he felt happy and excited brings joy and smiles to us all. x

Keep strong Taj and keep the faith. We (the family and the fans) Will help in any way we can. Mj`s army is standing strong and u betcha bottom dollor with that said His legacy will live on and on and on and on.........
Take care my lovely x
Again thanx for sharing love to the family. :-) XXX aleshajae3t x

November 15, 2010 | Unregistered CommenterDonna Williams

Taj, will you buy this single? You'll give money to $ONY???? I'm a bit surprised by your words....

November 15, 2010 | Unregistered Commenterjulieb

Taj,

You are right. The only sing the fans want is to have MJ singing. His voice was SO UNIQUE. There aren't voice like him anymore.
And it can be demos, it can be uncompleted songs. If it's Michael, there's something really magical happening at any time.
We as MJBackstage.be (Brussels, Belgium > do you remember), will promote every song of Michael. Every project which can honor the King of Pop.

The fans will still be there for MJ and the jackson family.
Every time you need, just call our name...and we'll be there.

Christophe

PS: TAJ, it's been more than 4 years, i try to get in touch with you and have an answer regarding our fanzine MJBackstage, in french. You never answered... :( Don't you remember the mag we made 100% about 3T ??? feel free to write > mjbackstage@gmail.com

November 15, 2010 | Unregistered CommenterChristophe

A first version is in our possession for several months, the last also for download anywhere on the net ... Taj, why make the expense more so as the posthumous CD is so controversial and by you first ... There is missing something ... Thank you to explain.
Une première version est en notre possession depuis plusieurs mois, la dernière également partout en téléchargement sur le net... Taj, pourquoi faire la dépense d'autant que le CD posthume est si controversé et par vous en premier... Il y a quelque chose qui m'échappe... Merci de m'expliquer.

November 15, 2010 | Unregistered CommenterJane-Esther Dray

Taj
Michael left you with something no one can ever take from you~the memories you shared! Good memories are always treasured and can get you thru tough times and when you feel down. Sounds like your uncle left you with many..enjoy them!

~Diane T.

November 15, 2010 | Unregistered CommenterDiane

You are so proud of your wonderful uncle Michael. For me he was the best in all senses. I miss him a lot.

November 15, 2010 | Unregistered CommenterLuz Angela

Thank YOU for this sweet memory of Your Uncle. He was right - the song is magical !!! just as He was . I miss Him every Day..... I've been His fan for 27 years! and still I am.
I'm 3T fan too!
By the way: thank You very much for "I need You"
kisses from Poland

November 15, 2010 | Unregistered CommenterAgnieszka

Thank you Taj for your memories. You are an amazing person. I am so glad you have such special memories to make you smile. I can't wait to get it too. Maybe I will wait one week for my birthday. Keep smiling~KNOW YOU ARE LOVED BY MILLIONS!!!♥

November 15, 2010 | Unregistered CommenterKim Bailey

Thank you for sharing those memories with us Taj :). It sure means a lot to you. We're all here to support whenever, forever.

L.O.V.E and strengh from Paris, France

Nad

November 15, 2010 | Unregistered CommenterNad

Thank so much for sharing the memories you have, can't begin to understand how you deal with missing your uncle when your family us fan feel as though we've lost someone we spent each day with so for you the pain must be so deep, hod bless you all you should be proud of the way you are all coping, .you and your uncle both are right i heard this song few months back play it in my car alot and it is gonna be a massive number 1! be safe be happy and know you are loved. .so much. .x

November 15, 2010 | Unregistered CommenterClaire

Sorry for spelling mistakes. .

November 15, 2010 | Unregistered CommenterClaire

Wow what can I say... Thank you for sharing your memories, it brought tears to my eyes.
Love from Holland

November 15, 2010 | Unregistered CommenterSharon

I absolutely love this song! I think that it is even better now than the original version. Akon did a great job revising the beginning, middle and end. I love the original and have had it for about a year but can not wait to by the new one first thing tomorrow.
You guys are awesome and I am so proud of the job you are doing to protect your uncles legacy. I miss him every single day and always will. He is and was the epitomy of love, truth and humanity. God Bless you all!! and remember its all for L.O.V.E.

November 15, 2010 | Unregistered CommenterKristy

Hello Taj,

Such a magical memory. Makes the song seem even more special. Love to you and crescent moon gold dust LOVE to the ever wonderful Michael x

November 15, 2010 | Unregistered CommenterCandida Golden Cherry

When I was a little girl growing up in the late 70's the Jacksons was a big thing in the black community. We appreciated what they given us a dream of possibilities. Then comes Thriller and I can remember the jury curls and the red jacket on Halloween every body wanted to be Michael Jackson. Even my uncle had invited me to a Thriller party where we seen the whole tape from his makeup to the actual video and I was truly amazed at such gift of talent. It had taken me back to when Michael Jackson did the moon walk on stage and I the feeling of seeing him do that I felt like a bird with wings with him. No words can be express of such an artist he was truly one of the kind and nobody can imitate greatness such as he was. I never felt like I did much when he was alive as a black fan but I wanted known he will forever be in my heart. He is my inspiration to my art and he will live forever in music and what he given his fans worldwide.
MJ fan always.

Consuela

November 15, 2010 | Unregistered CommenterConsuela Anderson

hi taj hold my hand is beautful song and it have beautiful meaning i love this song and your uncel sing it so beautiful take care sweetie much love to you

November 15, 2010 | Unregistered Commenteruna tone

hi taj this song hold my hand is beautiful song and it have beautiful meaning i love this song and your uncel sing it so beautiful take care sweetie much love to you

November 15, 2010 | Unregistered Commenteruna tone

Hello Taj, I just wanted to let you know I love this song and it is beautiful from beginning to end! I thank you for sharing more of your memories of your uncle Michael with us It really helps me feel better when I hear stories from you and your family! I really hope this song does incredibly well.

November 15, 2010 | Unregistered CommenterPR

Dear Taj,
you are absolutely right: His fans (and I´m one of his greatest) want to hear more about his sweet and also powerful voice. For me Michael´s voice is the greatest my ears ever heard! I LOVE IT AND I LOVE MICHAEL SO MUCH! Missing him so much, that my heart almost bursts...
Hold my hand is a beautiful, loving song! Always wished I could hold his hand and if it would only be for a minute.
In all of your comments about your wonderful uncle his fans can feel the L.O.V.E. you have for him!!!
This makes me and the other fans just so incredibly happy. Much love to you, Taj and it´s so great that you share the love with us, the fans!
Love, Kerstin

November 15, 2010 | Unregistered CommenterKerstin Schnötzinger

I was thrilled to read your words about your uncle, I'm crying now. I wish to make this music so well, as if he were alive....kisses TAJ from Brasil

November 15, 2010 | Unregistered CommenterMirtes

Thank you TAJ for sharing such a heartfelt memory with us. I've been a fan of your all your uncles and MJ since the J5 first hit the scene. His music was and still remains the soundtrack to my life..and that's alot of years! (smile) I must tell you that from what we can see, your parents did a wonderful job in raising you guys. I remember when they got married like it was yesterday....warm memories. All I can say to you and your brothers is that when the world gets cold and it can get very cold, wrap your minds and hearts around all the love MJ gave to his family and the world. This love is more profound and powerful than you have yet to realize. It's what we the fans do all the time. We have a hard day, we think of MJ and pick a song to get us through. They can call us fanatics if they want to, but when you can go to a warm, peaceful place when you think of someone....it's called L.O.V.E. and that's what MJ will always be to me...to us. May GOD continue to keep you blessed and safe....Donna

November 15, 2010 | Unregistered CommenterDonnadiva

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